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| Sand Angel I created on Oregon Coast. Bringing Divine Light into the Manifest Realm; |
The lessons, insights, teachers, mentors, guides, friends and allies that joined me along the way have been profound, amazing, intense and full of life force...and for all of it I am so deeply grateful.
This weekend, under the Leo Full Moon, I bring closure to this "Triple D" experience, integrating jewels of evolution that came through as I journeyed from Crown Chakra to Root Chakra these past couple months, honoring this last winter of my 8 year Death Lodge immersion.
In this Winter Masters Program of healing and wholeing I softened judgements (of myself and others), expanded and better defined belief systems, engaged with amazing archetypal forces, both within myself and with other characters that crossed my path.
I dove into my heart, and engaged compassion, forgiveness and love in powerful ways, towards myself, others, past perpetrators and shadow forces that so love to engage with me. I shed a huge layer of shame around my sexuality, and in the process lost 10 pounds (which feels totally great)!!!
I revisited one of the core traumas in my life, which has kept me cut off from my personal power and trusting connection with men. I was able to weave this trauma into a larger ecosystem of what my life used to be and brought awareness to a hurt I had never named before, one of deep betrayal and annihilation. From this place of feeling and naming of this sacred wound, I was able to transmute Poison into Medicine, moving from Victim to Survivor, a powerful shift of energy still rippling through my psyche and embodiment of self.
Along the way I softened into my heart and was able to open up to a more receptive knowing of what type of love and connection I want in my life, which is huge for me, since I have always been so adamantly stoic and fiercely independent (and extremely guarded). And when things got too mental for me, River Man appeared, in the flesh to embrace me and remind me of the larger story I am dancing. Oh what a magnificent gift to receive.
These past couple months have given me time, space and opportunity to do massive cleaning up, shedding, and purging on an internal level, so that as I ascend into the well spring of soul, crafting my second adulthood, and preparing to head out into the world in my RV, my living can come from a place of deeper alignment in the spirit and essence of now, less weighed down from past hurt, traumas and adolescent strivings.
This Triple D experience has been intense, life changing, exhilarating and exhausting. I am so grateful for the chakras as a map for the process. Without that structure in place I would have given up, got stuck in the muck, or not even taken the journey in the first place.
And so now, as I bring completion to this Triple D experience, it feels good to know I can sink into a place of call and response with the world, free flowing as life force moves in and through me, engaging with life in a more embodied, aligned, and alive way. Freedom Awakens.
Here are some SoulCollage cards I created throughout this Triple D Experience
